kristine cruz atienza

NEW

2009-06-03T16:15:00.000-07:00

update: blog being moved
to www.kristineatienza.com

have a great day!

Philippines bound

2009-05-22T17:53:00.000-07:00

Leaving in a few hours to the Philippines to visit Lola Nene!

I still have 2 weeks of school left, then I'll be able to update more regularly!

School and Work

2009-05-01T17:20:00.000-07:00

School and Work. Fortunately for me, my work place supports my career advancement endeavors!

Here's a little video of me *working hard* and my manager Krystal, in our workplace (the first 2 minutes).

Krystal says I look like I'm in high school. Actually I think I look a little tore up since they came in to tape during a REAL day at work!

Enjoy!

http://lmpartnership.org/news/multimedia/wfd/making_it_happen.html

Hiatus

2009-04-24T12:33:00.000-07:00

So i've been on a mini hiatus lately. Lots have been going on and I've been extremely overwhelmed trying to keep up with professionally and personal obligations. Thankfully, this reflection came just in time earlier this week during a nurse executive meeting at my practicum site...

Keep Building

If it were quick and easy you would have already done it. The fact that it is difficult and time-consuming means you're doing something truly worthwhile.

The value of any achievement is built with the time and effort you put into it. Keep going, keep building, keep at it and you'll truly have something of great value.

It is often difficult to stay positively focused. And it always worth the trouble.

Sure, it would be much easier to do nothing. Yet by doing nothing, you create nothing.

Instead, step forward and do the difficult work that must be done. With each effort, you are adding more value and substance to achievement.

Feel the satisfaction as you continue the difficult and rewarding work of building that achievement. Know that the value has already started coming to life.

-- Ralph Martson

Meet Kalia !

2009-04-13T20:21:00.000-07:00

On Wednesday April 1st, my dear friend Alysce delivered her first baby, Kalia Ann Lagbao. I've known Alysce since she first started as a NICU RN. She's such a sweetheart and I have no doubt in my mind what an awesome mom she'll be! Anyways today was a special treat for me because Alysce and Martin honored me with the pleasure of shooting lil miss Kalia Ann. Initially I had told Alysce and Martin that I'd probably get these up by Wednesday, but as soon as I started editing away today, I just couldn't stop! So here are a few of my favorites from today...

Alysce and Martin, thank you for being such great sports today! May you both enjoy every minute with your new bundle of joy! Oh and you'll definitely be getting a picture disk in the mail sometime this week!

Alright so without further ado, Kalia at 12 days old.

one of Kalia's protectors, definitely a gentle giant...

the main protector of them all.. dad!

check out that beautiful head of hair!

kalia having a moment here.. hehe

Initially Kalia was grumpy with all changes and maneuvers. Martin said it best when he asked Kalia if she thought she was being underpaid for today's work. Does this expression say it all?!

too cute for words! pink lips and pink soles are just not meant to be in black and white!

soon enough, she tired out...

Ejay's 23rd Birthday. Theme: Celebrity Status

2009-04-12T09:34:00.001-07:00

So this past Friday, my brother Ejay celebrated his 23rd birthday at my parents' house in Corona! I'm not about to post up the craziness that went down, but if you know Ejay, I'm sure you can find an album on his myspace or ask him for the link to the pictures I took. All I can say is, "blame it n the a-a-a-alcohol!"

the air yeezys

it's a Cruz party, so of course there's always a DJ! Rex and Miles *Mayhem*

*"The Roc boys in the building tonight! Drinks is on the house!" - JayZ

*celebrity status*

P diddy makes a surprise appearance (all the way from Chicago!) to personally deliver a bottle of Ciroc to Kanye West

Happy Easter

2009-04-11T20:49:00.001-07:00

So this year we celebrated Easter a day early at Redondo Beach with the in-laws, the Molo family & the Burgos Family! It felt like a lazy sunday, but I guess some of that was attributed to this stinkin' cold I've been battling these last few days. Still, as I type I can't breathe out through my right nostril! lol. Anyways since we were gettin' our hands dirty feasting on fresh seafood, I didn't grab a chance to take pictures of the food like I did last year for Ron's birthday. But I had to take a picture of the sea urchin cause it was so unbelievable cool (yes I'm easily entertained!, hehe)! After lunch we all walked through the harbor, grabbed pictures, and ate churros. YUM! Sad we had to leave early cause Ron had to write his research paper. Oh wells, guess I better start editing Ejay's birthday pics from Friday night. Happy Easter everybody!

Ron and his lil brother, RJ

The first time I had Rj in front of a camera. Guess he wasn't use to it.. hehe

Happy hubby = happy wife.. or is it the other way around? LOL! On a different note, he has such a baby face!! I'm jealous!

Ron and his pops

the moms. aren't they cute?

Sebby and Tito Jun.

There was a nice breeze blowing so I wanted to have fun with these pinwheels! Here's a simple camera trick with the shutter speed.

Another cool trick is Dez magically appearing out of blue pinwheel! (and Ron moved!)

Mia & Jasper tie the knot!

2009-04-01T15:56:00.000-07:00

Mia and Jasper's relationship has survived trials, tribulations, and even war. With both of them serving in the Air Force, distance has always been an issue from different parts of the country to different parts of the world (including Afghanistan!). Last weekend however, Mia and Jasper's relationship came full circle as they tied the knot in Las Vegas, Nevada. In the years that they've been together, they've had to rely on patience and trust to keep their relationship strong. So when time became their enemy on their big day, it didn't phase them one bit... In fact, I'm sure it made their vows that much sweeter....

Mia and Jasper, we're so greatful to have friends like you both! Just remember, we were there for you guys no matter how late it started! We wish you nothing but a lifetime of happiness and love as you finally begin your new lives together.

Since Ron was one of the groomsmen, I was with Jasper and the guys most of the day. Perfect opportunity to play with the Canon! Here are some of my faves!

my lil cameo. haha!

waiting for the limo

mia's walk down the pool aisle

the new Mr & Mrs Almosara!

my favorite shot

jasper and mia had ask me to snap alongside their photogs. i tried my best not to get in the way, so as i mentioned in my previous post, i disabled my speedlite and bumped up the iso.

the father/daughter dance

long time superfriends. And no those aren't gang signs.

jasper trying to keep up with his nephew.

but he ain't got nothing on this!

yay for married friends!

What's New?!

2009-04-01T15:21:00.000-07:00

So here's a life update since it's officially spring quarter at UCLA.

During spring break, all i did was work and make up for lost income. Ron and I don't share the same spring break so it made no sense for me to lounge around while he was in San Diego. I think I only had four days off in my two week spring break! I did however become NICU PICC certified after inserting three PICC lines in three babies, which is another skill I can now add to my resume.

Some spring break celebrations included my cousin MM's 18th Birthday in San Diego and our friends, Mia & Jasper's wedding in Vegas just this past weekend!

Additionally, I spent alot of time catching up with old friends over dinner. That was definitely a treat in itself and I'm so greatful to those who took time away from their busy schedules to meet up (Alfredo, Vina, Chel, Robert, Carlo, Grace, Dez, Joanna, and Jen)! I know we say this alot, but we definitely have to keep in touch and get together more often!

Also, Ron finally ended his 3 month clinical rotation in San Diego!! This means that he'll be coming home every day after clinical rather than coming home only on the weekends! Although it was hard to get used to in the beginning, I tried hard not to complain much... I knew he was being exposed to some awesome cases and getting his ass worked. Also, his school had provided weekly hotel accommodations and Kaiser San Diego offered complimentary breakfast, lunch, and dinner. I'm sure he'll be missing his late nights of pillow talk.. eRr i mean venting with Lance, but hey he'll survive! His new clinical site is Kaiser Panaroma City, so he'll be dealing with the LA traffic now. But don't feel toooo bad for him, next year in May he'll be in his Hawaii rotation for a month!! I'm currently working on figuring out a way to visit him since I'll be busy in my last month of grad school during that time!

Anyways as I mentioned earlier, spring quarter has officially started. This is also my first quarter of practicum aka preceptorship. Luckily for me, I was matched at St. Joseph's with their CNO. Although I wasn't expecting to follow a CNO on my first practicum, atleast I'm only driving to Orange County rather than driving to LA! Other than my practicum, I'm currently enrolled in nursing finance and brand management at Anderson's business school. Hopefully this quarter is alot smoother than last quarter!

Boneyard Fun

2009-03-30T11:11:00.000-07:00

While in Vegas for Jasper and Mia's wedding, Ron and I decided to do something a little different (and a little touristy) by scoping out some sin city history! We made reservations to tour the Neon Boneyard, which is basically a junkyard of old historical Vegas neon signs. The guided tour was very informative, but what made the experience even more exciting was all the photo opportunities! The tour guide said that there are plans for restorations and a future gift shop in this upcoming year or so, so stop by and visit whenever you're in vegas!

old neon lettering !

this is what happens when your hubby's a shoe head AND not technically savy with a dslr!

but after a lil practice and coaching, his skills improved.. hehe! remember these stars from the old Stardust hotel?

Ron trying to be a sexy beast!

me trying to be sassy, hah!

"R" is for Ron..... LOL

our tour guide thought that this would be a cute picture. too bad it says OX and not XO! but anyways props to him for taking this!

Later on we attended Jasper and Mia's wedding. I was a guest, so I managed to shoot what I could without getting in the way of the hired photographers or interfering with their lighting ;-) Here's just a sneak peak. I actually have the shot right after this which has them locking lips, but i absolutely love this moment right before that kiss! I disabled my flash so that I wouldn't be interfering with the main photogs, but I'm totally feeling this ambiance. Stay tuned!

Jasper and Mia

2009-03-16T14:00:00.000-07:00

I remember the first time I "met" Mia, which was through Myspace. I got a message from Jasper and because they were both serving in the Air Force and stationed in Germany, Myspace seemed appropriate. He was so excited to introduce her to all his friends! I didn't know Jasper well enough at the time (since he was technically Ron's superfriend) but I knew enough to know that she was really special to him...

What started off as friendship eventually turned into a schoolyard crush. It was raw and it was refreshing. According to Mia, He wasn't her type and she wasn't his. But they had so much in common that they just clicked like you wouldn't believe. Although both their flirtatious intentions were obvious, neither one of them had the courage to admit anything. That was until the aftermath of Combat Dining... After enjoying a night of tradition and festivities, Jasper summoned the courage and yelled out, "I LOVE YOU MIA!" Initially Mia didn't take it seriously so she didn't think much of it. But Jasper being ever so persistent, called her work the very next day and laid his heart out on the table. After that, Jae & Mia was established and the rest was history...

A couple days ago Jasper asked Ron if I'd like to take pictures of them as an engagement session so to speak. I was really nervous cause I knew engagement sessions required alot of posing and directing since engagement moments are not necessarily candid (i heart candid moments). But how could I say "No" to Mia and Jas?! lol. Hope you like your pictures... Looking forward to your guys' wedding at the end of this month!!

well, it use to say Williams-Sonoma, couldnt help myself. lol

do you know where we're at?

we had this inside joke with mirror reflections and cameras. lol!

I call these next couple of pictures, the many faces of jasper! he reminds me of my brother, hehe! The lighting was oh-so-perfect! But it also helped that they're a good looking couple ;-)

Ron's favorite picture

change of venue when the security guard asked us kindly not to take pictures! Oh well, at least I got my shots!

Exactly why i love candid shots!

There's Something About Mary! (debut)

2009-03-15T13:09:00.001-07:00

Yesterday we celebrated MM's (Mary Michael) 18th Birthday Filipino style with a "Something about Mary" twist! There were alot of "scenes" some of which included dance numbers, singing, the traditional 18 candles and 18 roses, and a family Buttercup music video. Anyways as with any family party, my dad was the DJ (www.cruzindj.com), Tito Ermie was the MC, and Kuya Gary was the photographer (www.amazestudios.com).

Since Ron and I gave MM the gift of a MAC makeover, MM was with me most of the day. Here are some pictures I snapped.

MM told me this was her "first time" being done up professionally at a makeup counter (besides being done up at my wedding)! I dunno why but she was so shy!

the final looks! Doesnt she loook like an Aphrodite goddess? hollla!! hehe!

one last look in the mirror with Madel. Do we look okay?!

the father/daughter dances.. hmm i think there were about 3 of them. Tito Dennis sure surprised alot of us. I think the ONE and ONLY time I've EVER seen him DANCE was New years of 08 and under certain circumstances... haha!

Kuya Gary in action. No one ever takes pictures of the photographer, so here's one for you kuya! I'm reallllly lucky to have a Kuya who's in the photography business! For Christmas, him, Ate Bev, and Ayden got me a subscription to Photography magazine! <3

Deven the rose coordinator (and later one the jabbacwockee dance machine!). He handed out roses to the 18 guys that danced with MM. I liked this picture cause I caught him watching his dad.

And then when i looked over at Rodney, he was looking right back at him! So cute!

Juren being funny with his rose! LOL btw, if you get seasick during the video of the "Cruz Cousin" dance routine, you can blame Juren! LOL! jk juren ;-)

The Cruz Cousin dance routine. our "dance routines" has been a long running family tradition. Every Christmas when we were small kids, our Lola (grandma), had us dress up and re-enact the birth of Jesus in a manager. With 12 grandchildren, every one always had a part. Later we eventually started doing family talent shows, which later became "a dance number" at EVERY family party. It's been a while since we did a dance routine though, and what was different about this time was now Ron was included! haha! Our dance this time was alot shorter than previous dances, but hey we're grown ass individuals now! Enjoy!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MM!
or as your friends call you, MARY!

and last but not least, the BUTTERCUP Panganiban/Cruz music video!
*Families on this video were from all over! Including the Philippines, Southern and Northern California, Mississippi, and New Mexico.

Make Homes Affordable

2009-03-04T13:32:00.001-08:00

As many of you may know, Ron and I are both attending graduate programs and expect to graduate next summer of 2010. What many of you may not know, is that when we started our programs, it was highly recommended that Ron quit his job since he'd be immersed in school and anesthesia five long days out of the week! So, we weighed the options.... It was a toss up, should I return to school at the same time? Or wait another year so I could work full time and support us financially. Surprisingly enough, I had utmost support from not only my husband, but from my co-workers and friends at Kaiser Permanente. "Your dreams don't come with a price tag, work will always be there," and with that I started my first quarter last fall. We prepared accordingly, clearing out $30,000 in credit card debt, saving what we could, and altering our travel-go-lucky lifestyle. I qualified for a stipend from work and many of my coworkers picked up my shifts during the week days. In addition, my parents started to help out alot. We'd come home for food or grocery shopping, school supply shopping etc, and we'd even do our laundry there every other week!

To offset our lack of income, we pulled out more school loans than necessary. You know, in case of a rainy day. And in Southern California, it has seriously rained more this year than it has in a loooong time! Times have been extremely hard for many people out there and alot of them have resorted to sheer desperation. Did you know that someone stole my LICENSE PLATE a few days ago?! I'm sure it was all because my Tags were brand spankin' NEW. But instead of taking solely the tags, they took my ENTIRE LICENSE PLATE and left the frame! I didn't know whether to consider that an insult or a descent gesture that atleast they left me something (and my car in one piece)!

With the economy taking a plunge and the foreclosure rate on the rise, I started to wonder if the government would ever step in and help its people from losing their homes. I even began to question that maybe it was a bad idea for me to go back to school again. I also thought that maybe it was a bad idea to have invested in this home back in 2006. But that notion quickly faded when this year, our tax preparer praised us for owning because otherwise we would have been owing the government nearly $4000 in taxes. I didn't know what my other options were, but I knew it didn't matter because just like any other federally funded program such as Medicaid, most government programs were designed for the poor, or those who became poor after paying for all their bills. And technically I wasn't poor, its just that the money I had in the bank wasn't mine. Maybe about 98% of it belonged to Uncle Sam, an IOU if you will, since payment coupons would start rolling in the minute my hot little hands got a hold of my graduation diploma next summer. Sure I still worked but again, we were living off one income, and a part time income at that. And my mortgage payment was in my opinion, SO UNFAIR compared to the deals people were getting nowadays! Many have told us that the monthly mortgage for our condo is what alot of people pay for their 2 story homes! Why couldn't there be something to reward those who never missed a mortgage payment and paid so loyally ????

Fortunately, I don't foresee ourselves plunging in our current situation. Like I said, we planned accordingly. I had health benefits through my employer and I had the "borrowed money" to diligently pay my mortgage. I knew that once school was over and done with, Ron and I would be set financially because just like my co-workers promised, works would always be there. It's advantage that comes with being in healthcare,and the career paths we chose to take.... I just wish that we qualified for some kind of break as well.

On that note:

Thank you President Obama for kicking off the "Make Homes Affordable Program" this morning! I'm super excited that there's HOPE out there!

As a senior Treasury Department official told reporters, "It's not intended to prevent every foreclosure or to help every homeowner. It's really targeted at responsible homeowners."

To find out more info:
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20090304/ap_on_go_pr_wh/obama_housing

or watch this news clip
http://cosmos.bcst.yahoo.com/up/player/popup/?rn=4226712&cl=12323073&src=news

Baby Boomers

2009-03-01T21:15:00.000-08:00

::] song: Priscilla Ahn: Dream (from Bride Wars) [::

Yesterday I finished a final paper for my health policy elective class. The hot topic I selected for my paper's discussion was based on relationship between caregiving, longterm care, and the inevitable aging population of baby boomers. Many research articles I've read have claimed that there has been a decline in baby making. Well, I beg to differ!

Today I attended my 4th baby shower of the year. Yes, the year ... and it's barely March! My dear friend Alysce is expecting her first girl, Kalia, this April. Alongside her these lovely ladies are expecting their first borns as well.

Angela Czaplicki just delivered her first baby girl, Emilyn, a few days ago
Christy Trunnell is expecting baby girl Caitlyn anytime now! (March)
Ate Ervy is expecting twin boys in late March/April
Ate Liza is expecting baby girl Vanessa in May
Julie (Anderlik) Guiterrez is expecting baby girl Kailey in May
Jessica Novicio is expecting baby girl Cali this June
Minerva is expecting a baby boy this June/July
Jen Hosana is expecting her first baby boy this summer (July?)
Melissa Castle is expecting her first baby (sex not yet known) this August

And a few days ago, my Ate Beverly just announced that she's pregnant with her second baby!

I don't know what's in the water these days, but one thing's for sure: It's Baby Fever! (And it's alot of girls, so far, hehe)

And don't be asking me about any baby fever! I'm in school remember :)

Anyways, here are some pictures from Alysce's baby shower

from Kim's (one of the RN's) bakeshop in Orange County. Her cakes are to diiiie for!

i love this "diaper cake"

When your coworkers throw you a baby shower and they're all NICU RNs, then YOU KNOW that your breastfeeding and lactation issues are all covered!

angie, alysce and me
angie was 1 of the 4 in my new grad group (July 05).
She moved to UCLA's NICU later on. It was sooooo great to see her!!

And since we're on the topic of babies and I'm really late on these.. Here's some of my niece Khayla from her 1st birthday!! She's the 1st baby I've witnessed to actually ENJOY an astrojump!

Bucket List

2009-02-16T21:30:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I think that I possess some mild and alternative form of ADHD. I'm never satisfied with settling, and I'm constantly finding new hobbies and endeavors to feed my need for new experiences. My bucket list is constantly being readjusted each time I foresee myself coming within reach of checking off all of the empty boxes. Fortunately for me, I have a husband who claims to whole heartedly support all my wild goose chases! *wink*

Oh well, live life to it's fullest right?

Here's my updated bucket list for 2009. Some are materialistic from my childhood dreams and some are just encounters I have yet to experience!

- Have a career I’m passionate about and be independent by the age of 21 (accomplished July 2005)

- Obtain a BSN (accomplished May 2007)

- Obtain a Masters Degree (currently pending)

- Own a home (accomplished May 2006)

- Own a 6 bedroom house like my parents

- Own my first car as a brand new BMW (accomplished Jan 2008, Twin Turbo 335i baby!)

- Get back to, and maintain “high school” weight when I was fit and trim from being on the basketball team

- Learn how to belly dance (accomplished October 2004)

- Learn ballroom dancing with my husband

- Become a mom (for those always wondering *ahem*, definitely after school)

- See a musical on Broadway in NY! (accomplished Dec 2007 “Little Mermaid”)

- Be on National TV (accomplished Feb 2008 Rachael Ray daytime talk show)

- Learn to knit

- Learn to sew/tailor clothes

- Learn to play guitar and/or piano

- Learn to speak Spanish to my patients

- Run a marathon

- Swim with dolphins (accomplished June 2007)

- Ride an elephant

- Scuba Dive (accomplished June 2008)

- Go parasailing

- Visit Great Britain (accomplished June 2004)

- Visit more of Europe, especially Italy, Spain and France

- Try an authentic deep dish pizza in Chicago

- Visit Alaska

- Climb a pyramid

- Visit New York City in the winter and eat one of their hot dogs (accomplished Dec 2007)

- Scrapbook (accomplished Sept 2007)

- Go to the Olympics

- Go on a cruise line

- Learn how to cook entrees with tight ass presentations

- Learn how to make fruit art!

- Learn how to bake cakes/cupcakes with cool presentations

- Throw a perfect dinner party after learning how to make all that food!

- Ride a hot air balloon (accomplished Sept 2006)

- Go white water rafting

- Hike a mountain

- Route 66 Road trip

- Have a full spa day (done one too many times)

- Visit Bourbon Street in New Orleans

- Visit a waterfall (I guess climbing a water fall counts too! Oct 2007)

- Witness whales in the ocean

- Ride a helicopter

- Take a girls only trip to Vegas (accomplished June 2006 and my Bachelorette Party Aug 2007)

- Live credit card debt free (accomplished July 2008)

- Buy a dslr camera and learn to use it (always learning..)

- Have my fantasy fairytale BIG WEDDING – (accomplished Oct 2007)

- Experienced the power of prayer - (accomplished)

- Go Zip Lining (accomplished in Jamaica Oct 2007)

- Learn how to surf (accomplished in Hawaii Feb 2007)

- Learn to Snowboard and CARVE (accomplished Winter 2003)

- Become innovative and start my own small business

David After the Dentist

2009-02-04T17:36:00.000-08:00

If ever you need a good laugh. Watch this! I know dental anesthesia might be a little different than the the cocktail of gases my husband mixes, but these side effects are hilarious!

Matt, Liz, and Madeline

2009-01-31T14:21:00.000-08:00

I don't blog as much as I use to back during my "fresh out of high school" days, but I still enjoy blogging nonetheless. I've made some great friendships all because of people reading my blogs, relating to my stories, and offering their own advice. But besides that, I also want to be able to look back my stories and what went on during any particular time in my life.

Last week, an article in People Magazine caught my attention about a single father in Southern Calfornia. His name is Matt Logelin, and on March 24, 2007, he became a first time dad. 27 hours later however, he lost his wife to a pulmonary embolism. Initially he started his blog to chronicle his wife's pregnancy so that one day, he'd be able to share it with his daughter... Now, he continues to write for that very same reason and much more. As Matt puts it, he writes for his daughter, so that she'd remember her Mom and that her dad is doing everything he can to be strong for her.

It's pretty hearbreaking to read, but powerful nonetheless. With everything he does for Madeline, he's constantly thinking about how Liz would have reacted and enjoyed the moment. What I also love about Matt's blog is that he's into photography, so he shares alot of pictures.

I think Matt's situation has inspired me to blog more frequently. I remember back in the day, writing secretly in a diary and destroying the book itself after I "got over" whatever experience it was at the time. Destroying the physical diary was always the final step... to be rid of bad feelings once and for all. Kind of like the ending in the "Butterfly Effect" movie... "as if it never happened." I wish now that I hadn't so that maybe, my future kids could see that any obstacle could be overcome. Oh well... guess we'll have to keep this blog alive and going.

Anyways, read more about Matt, Liz, and Madeline for yourself: http://www.mattlogelin.com

Our little visitor

2009-01-25T18:24:00.001-08:00

This weekend at my parents' house in Corona, we discovered a little visitor! She actually made her way into the house and into ejay's room! After she was caught by Kuya Jhon and set outside, we noticed that she wasn't flying away. It was later discovered that she had built a nest on top of one of my mom's plants (which let me tell you according to my mom was a cheap $1 plant that grew into a huge one!) which happened to be right next to the front door. I didn't get a chance to take pictures of the hummingbird cause she always flew off whenever we opened the door, but I did grab some neat shots of her nest. Also, my mom realized she had a hummingbird feeder, so Ron and I assembled the thing, placed some honey and water, and hung it by her nest. I hope the little jellybean eggs survive on that plant! It can get pretty windy and the plant doesn't seem all that sturdy against the wind!

By the way, I've decided that any of my still life images will have an imprint of my name on it. It was brought to my attention that my Kona, Hawaii photographs were being used. I don't mind anyone using my pictures, but atleast ask or don't take credit. Thanks!

Stay Hungry, Stay Foolish

2009-01-24T10:07:00.000-08:00

This was a commencement speech given by Steve Jobs (CEO of Apple and Pixar Animation) at the 2005 Stanford University Commencement ceremony.

The speech is 15 minutes long but listen carefully... It isn't about "going to college" or the "importance of a college education," but about three personal stories that paved a path for where he is today. (sorry you'll have to turn off/disable my playlist for this one)

"Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma, which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice, and most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition; they somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary."

I've always entrusted that everything in life happens for a reason... that the chips stack (or don't stack) the way they do, and that they fall right into place when they're suppose to. Alot of the decisions in my life have been instinctual, a strong pull from within urging me to turn left, even though my conscious thought was telling me wisely to turn right (I was extremely fortunate enough that my parents didn't make me do anything that I didnt want to do). A couple examples would be enrolling at La Sierra High School last minute vs. Centennial High School, dropping out of UCR after one quarter to enroll at RCC in hopes of becoming a Registered Nurse (which led to a rapid turn of events in itself I'd have to add), starting at UCI Medical Center vs. starting at Kaiser right away, etc, etc... I'm not saying that every decision was necessarily the right, smartest or easiest decision.. but I am saying that turn of events inevitably did lead me to where I am today.... twenty-five, alive, happily married, accomplished, financially established (with the exception of school loans), and ready for the next step!

"Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward. You can only connect them looking backwards, so you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something--your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever--because believing that the dots will connect down the road will give you the confidence to follow your heart, even when it leads you off the well-worn path, and that will make all the difference."

And so the next step.... currently I'm loving everything about UCLA and I feel bad saying this but since my tuition is a fixed dollar amount every quarter, I'm milking the institution for every single educational opportunity and experience that presents itself to me (whether it's learning medical spanish, attending football/basketball games, or simply utilizing their gym). I know I sound like an overly excited child on her first day of kindergarten, but if you knew me back in high school... then you'd know that I was a self conscious girl who drowned in pessimistic negativity, and never ever dreamed of being good enough for anything.... So over the years I've managed to surprise myself, and just like Asher Roth proclaims, "Man I love college!" Instead of taking the minimum requirement of 8 units this quarter, I'm taking 16 units. It's insane, I know... but I like to think of it as balancing between the tight ropes of insanity and dedication. One of the nice things about my graduate program is that when it comes to the 16 units of required electives, there's no restriction whatsoever. You can take whatever you want. One of the classes I've enrolled into is in Anderson's Management school with it's primary focus being placed on networking and relationship building. In just three classes I've already learned alot about myself... hmm that again, I think I want something more... I've danced and two stepped around the idea of obtaining a concurrent MBA degree, especially since one of my good classmates has entertained the idea as well. Maybe we'll cross paths again in the future? As of right now, I've decided to hold off for a little bit, but to continue taking MBA courses to see whether or not I could get a feel for this new shoe that I'm wanting to step in to.

Alot of people have asked me about my plans after school, and quite honestly, I don't know anymore. Ideally, I'd love to remain on a part time work status so that I could 1) start having babies and 2) continue exploring and doing everything that I've been wanting to do in life. Some of you may have noticed my interest in photography and again, my intuition has been tugging me towards that direction... a sideline business just like my Dad's DJ business. Then again, I also want to open up a coffee shop, learn how to sew/knit/crochet, cook exotic dishes and desserts, get scuba certified, take up ballroom dancing, continue traveling, become a teacher at a Nursing school, become a positive nursing leader, maybe design clothes with my brother, etc, etc my bucket list goes on and on (and you can see the importance of some MBA courses here, hehe) .. Yep, lots of "foolish" aspirations some might say.

I know I'm still young with the advantage of "time" on my hands... but I hope I never lose this feeling... of being hungry and foolish.

"You've got to find what you love, and that is as true for work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work, and the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking, and don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it, and like any great relationship it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking. Don't settle."

Tying the Knot Vegas Style!

2009-01-19T20:02:00.000-08:00

This past weekend, my sister Ate Khrisna, tied the knot with Kuya Jhon -->VEGAS STYLE! The celebration was on short notice and very intimate. Only close family members were in attendance. I was such a HAPPY TITA when Ate told me last minute (literally at the chapel) that I'd be walking, errr carrying Khayla down the aisle with the rings! Khayla was overly excited being carried down the aisle but quickly shyed away into my sleeve and drooled down my arm (must be a stress response, hehe). The sucky part was that the chapel didn't allow for photographs (unless you wanted to be fined $50!), yet the chapel photographer came late himself! GrRr!

Anyways, i borrowed a Canon 5D and a couple lenses for the weekend because Ron's been soOoOoo encouraging of me trying out a 5D. (EEEEE!!!) I didn't particularly like the bulkyness compared to the Rebel, and I was ready to kick myself for forgetting a flash component. But I did LOVE shooting in FULL FRAME! Just had to do what I had to do for some light!

Congrats Ate and Kuya! I'm so happy for you both! I'm also sooo happy that Ate Khrisna found happiness and such a great guy! I know he'll take good care of her and Khayla =) I hope you like the pictures... and I apologize in advance already that there's more of Ate than Kuya Jhon. haha!

all ready!!

khayla's all ready now too!

i think somebody told them khayla needed a sibling?? LOL love Kuya's reaction to whatever it was!

some crazy veil action fun courtesy of Reinald Himaya

we passed by a huuuge goldfish aquarium and decided to have some fun with the glass and mirrors!

there were ALOT of gold fishes but for the most part it didn't interfere with the pictures.

my favorite picture!

Little Person, Big World!

khayla was so curious with tita's camera!

faithlynn's gnarly camera. fish eye!

Ron and Me! We needed a new default. ahaha!

Man's (and Woman's) Best Friend...

2009-01-17T22:43:00.000-08:00

I've been a little late blogging about my new years adventures thus far, but one thing has been certain.... Ron and I have been spending a great deal of time watching MOVIES (thanks largely in part to my dad). Movies I highly recommend viewing are: Seven Pounds (powerful story), The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (interesting plot), Slumdog Millionare (another powerful and facisnating story), and of course... Marley & Me.

Although all of these movies are highly recommended, I'd have to say that Marley & Me hit right close to home. I think I cried throughout most parts of this movie because of my own personal experiences with my past dogs, Cookie and Stitch. Cookie, reminded me so much of Marley! And I know alot of my old friends and family that knew her could definitely relate (especially Robert & Carlo, I'm remembering a time when we were playing basketball and Cookie decided to play, haha... or the other times when Cookie would literally dance with us).

I miss that dog and Stitch so much and I'll never forget them or the life lessons they taught me while growing up. I wouldn't expect anyone to understand the bond between a dog and his/her owner unless you were a true "dog love" yourself. But I will say this: The fondest memories of Cookie and Stitch have been the moments when I'd shut the world out and bury myself underneath the bed covers. Although they possesed only animal instincts, they knew how to find their way through the sheets, and plop their warm bodies right next to mine as if to comfort me. Whether I turned my back on the world or the world turned it's back on me, I never felt like I was ever alone... With that being said, I'll leave you with this... a quote from the movie, Marley & Me...

“A dog has no use for fancy cars or big homes or designer clothes. Status symbols mean nothing to him…

A dog judges others not by their color or creed or class but by who they are inside.

A dog doesn’t care if you’re rich or poor, educated or illiterate, clever or dull.

Give him your heart and he will give you his.

It was really quite simple, and yet we humans, so much wiser and more sophisticated, have always had trouble figuring out what really counts and what does not."

these last two "goodbye photos" are the last pictures of me and Cookie. They were taken the morning that we put her down... it's amazing not only how much stronger she looked that morning, but also how she managed to assure me that everything was going to be okay... *sigh

A few of my favorite things....

2009-01-15T10:12:00.000-08:00

If you're a Twilight, dessert, Canon lover like me, then you can't help but appreciate these photos! My cousin, Gary Cruz (photographer in San Francisco) got really creative and took a picture of his wife, my Ate Beverly, holding a red velvet cupcake to replicate the Twilight book cover. (yup, so those are her hands!) She's an up and coming cupcake enthusiast by the way! I know she has big plans for her cupcake passion! Be on the look out for Beverly's Bake Shop!

Afterwards, he took a picture of himself holding a Canon flash!!

Haha, I love it!

Kuya's work was even featured on http://cupcakestakethecake.blogspot.com
You can even check out my cousin's work at www.garycruz.com

So check it out!

Goodbye 2008!

2008-12-31T14:40:00.000-08:00

2008 has been extremely good to us. Ron and I have been truly blessed with a gracious handful of serendipitous circumstances. Our journey started off in New York City when the Rachael Ray daytime talk show flew us out to their studio to perform our wedding first dance on national TV. While there, we also got to appear on the Filipino channel's Balitang America (you can view the videos from the menu on the right side of this homepage). While there, we also got to shoot a trash the dress session.

At the beginning of the year I also purchased my FIRST CAR under my name (took awhile, but hey i invested in a home first). My old black beamer, Phoebe, was reaching ends meet, so my dad decided to take over. Despite constant pressure to "buy a new car," I kept Phoebe for a few years after becoming an RN because she was soo good to me! A little before New Years, I brought home "Sasha," a 2008 white 335i. Gotta love twin turbo...

"Stings like a beamer!" (from the movie CARS)

Early on in the year Ron and I also discovered that we had been accepted to the Master's program of our choices: Ron at Cal State Fullerton pursuing Nurse Anesthesia and me at UCLA pursuing Nursing Administration.

We did alot of traveling before grad school started in the Fall. Some of the places included Las Vegas, Santa Barbara, the Big Island of Hawaii, and San Francisco to break in Shark-bait's engine (Ron's Honda Fit). We also scuba dived in the ocean for the first time and swim with manta rays, which was a real treat in itself!

under the sea in Kona!

our in and out of San Francisco spontaneous road trip!

This past August I celebrated my *Quarter Century* by having a Throwback 80's Party!

the tightest birthday cake ever! before mario started melting off!

pacman dessert table!

bringing the 80s back!

At the end of the summer, Ron and I both left UCI Medical Center before starting grad school. He's currently unemployed and a full time student attending classes 5 days a week (it's a job in itself). I'm still working part time at Kaiser Permanente with a per diem job at Children's Hospital in Orange County.

We've been fortunate enough during the nation's financial meltdown since our line of work wasn't directly affected. I guess that's the perks of being in the healthcare field: people are always going to get sick. May God help and Bless Barack Obama when he takes office in a few weeks. He's got his work cut out for him with the mess he has to clean up.

Lastly, 2008 brought an end to our "newlywed" title. So far, "married life" has been such an adventure! We had paid off our wedding debt within 6 months following our big day, so for those that have always wondered or asked: YES IT CAN BE DONE!

We hope 2009 will be just as grand as 2008! My new year's resolution is pretty typical. HIT THE GYM once again, take care of myself more, and do well in school!

See everyone NEXT YEAR!
HAPPY 2009!!!

Merry Christmas!

2008-12-31T14:12:00.000-08:00

So this is a little bit of a late entry, but I've been in C-town for the majority of the week since Christmas and my computer is home based in La Habra :P Just as tradition goes, we spent Christmas is San Diego at Tito Ermie's house with family, games, food, dancing, and presents! I'll only post a couple of pictures since I just edited everything this morning and we'll be soon on our way to celebrate New Years!

My brother says I never post pics of the two of us, so here's one!

And then of course, he always wants a picture with Ron...

This is a favorite because my dad and tita erma are so HAPPY! We sure enjoy our GAMES!

tito ermie was so proud of himself for taking this picture, but by the background dropping off can you tell who he was focusing on? *hint its his son! hehe

the reason for the season!

Like I said, there were more pictures which included the games and the different Cruz families, but these will have to do!

Christmas with the Girlfriends!

2008-12-20T20:38:00.000-08:00

The best thing about the Christmas holidays are definitely the gatherings I'd take dinner with family and friends over materialistic presents any day!

Since high school (or was it since the beginning of college in 2001?), the "La Sierra girls" have made every effort to get together for the holidays. Nowadays, times have changed and so too has the dynamics of our group. It'd be unfair to still dub us strictly as the "La Sierra Girls" since that is no longer the case. I've been blessed to have such a great circle of girlfriends in my life. I'm hoping that these annual holiday dinners will remain a yearly tradition as we continue to grow, reminisce on old times, and create more memories!

Ann, Bonnesa, Bonnie, Christine, Jalyn, Jen, & Vanessa: Thank you for taking the time out of your busy lives to get together. You girls are like sisters to me and I consider myself extremely blessed to have you all in my life! It's refreshing to know that I could "let my hair down" (hmm let my guard down), talk about anything and everything, and laugh all night! Thank you always for your love, support, and for being such genuine people. just me, kristini

potluck!!

Bonnesa's game kept us pretty entertained

this is what happens when you get designated as the camera man!

gift exchange

Another First...

2008-12-14T21:00:00.000-08:00

I've never been one to read *books*, unless of course they were required for some reason. It was a joke for me to join my unit's *Book Club* back at UCIMC because I knew honestly well, that I wouldn't participate. Fortunately for me, the girls didnt mind since Book Club meetings ended up being a perfect excuse to hang out. That was until I watched the movie Twilight and became facisnated with the story's plot. Yes, I jumped the Twilight bandwagon pretty late, but I don't care. It took me a little over a week and a half to complete the entire series. I'm sure I could have had it done sooner but I was in the midst of finals week, finishing up preceptorship at CHOC and celebrating Grace's pinning and Pacquaio's win. It was insane!! I could not put the books down! It was the last thing I read before I fell asleep and the first thing I reached for upon waking up! I'm so surprised and proud of myself for reading & completing ONE book, let alone an entire series!

I'd have to say that my favorite book of series would have to be the first and the last one, Twilight & Breaking Dawn. I enjoyed Twilight because of compelling story line. I loved the *newness* of it all and the compelling story line as it unfolded. How could you not fall in love with Edward Cullen and his family? Breaking Dawn was the conclusion of all the craziness. And it was definitely, CRAZY. Some parts we're a little hard to imagine, but I did appreciate the happy ending. I also have to admit that I did enjoy Jacob's part and sarcasm in book 4. Full Moon was too depressing for me because it reminded me of some past scars (plus it was geared toward Jacob fans), and Eclipse was alright, but irritating at some points (It got better for me towards the end however).

I'm actually quite sad that I finished the series, but I am happy to have my life back!!! Who would have thought that *reading* could be so addicting and time consuming???? I'm so glad I didn't start reading this saga until the last week of school! (It did interfere with my finals, but only a little bit)

The Good, The Bad, & The Ugly

2008-12-07T09:40:00.001-08:00

RECAP on yesterday's GAME DAY

So let's start with the bad news...
THE BAD NEWS: UCLA lost (althought it was expected being that USC does have a better football team)

THE GOOD NEWS: Ron and I had the time of our lives!!!

My biggest highlight from yesterday's game was right after halftime. The stadium started blaring "the song that they always play at soccer matches" according to Ron. At first some of the USC players started dancing on their sideline. Then the the whole team slowly started shifting towards the middle of the field. Next thing you knew, the entire UCLA team proceeded to meet them half way. With the intensity of the crowd, and the music that seemed all too befitting, it seemed as if I were watching a commerical!! The spectacle of it all (plus sitting in Row 3!) and the whole HYPE AND ENERGY that comes with RIVAL GAMES WAS AWESOME! Like I said, felt stuff you'd see in a commercial!

i wished i had my camera on video mode. this scene was too tight for words!

ANYWAYS
as for the UGLY NEWS...

THE UGLY NEWS: I'd have to say would refer to Oscar De La Hoya's face after 8 lopsided rounds in the ring with Manny Pacquaio! Damn De La Hoya's height ain't got nothing on the PacMan! Oscar came entered the ring with his game face on compared to Pacquaio walking in with all smiles! He said this fight was "personal" but he sure failed to show it!

There's Something About Mary!

2008-12-03T10:06:00.000-08:00

The youngest member of the Cruz family will be turning 18 next year!! My cousin MM (real name: Mary Michael, yes i think Tita Erma & Tito Dennis had hoped for a boy, hehe!) and her family are planning her traditional Filipino debut to be held in March. Over dinner a few weeks back, my Tita Erma had mentioned that she wanted pictures of MM taken with her dog Booger (yes, Booger..) for a "Something About Mary" theme. Being that photography has always been a long time hobby, I told Tita Erma, that I'd be more than happy to do it!!! It also gave me an excuse to try out and play with some lenses! Besides my brother and Ron, MM is actually the very first person that's ever been my model! Gotta love family for being so willing :)

I can't believe how much MM has grown right before my eyes. I remember back in the day when I use to give her hugs and say, "My MM!!!" and she'd reply, "My Ate!!!" Now she's talking about college applications! cRAzY!

Anyways, I'm still working on my steady hand and being cognizant of my environment so bear with me!

Meet Booger!

I think he was getting fed up with Tita Erma placing bandages around him!

First stop, downtown San Diego!

MM was shy but it didn't matter, she's naturally photogenic

Booger was one HOT DOG! he got compliments like, "WOW the Target dog!", "Wow, the Budweiser dog!," and "aWwW what happened to your dog?!"

Change of location and outfit! Balboa Park!

I liked this picture not only because of the lighting, but because of Ron in the background. He was lens man, video cameraman, driver, dog baby sitter, bag holder, and pooper scooper!! lol

Ron says me and MM have the same eye shape... haha ! Only hers a little bigger and her eye color is lighter!

Camouflage! The only thing that bothers me about this pic is the shadow across her face.. oh well, still learning!

There's Something About Mary!!!!

Doesn't MM's face scream, "I LOVE HANGING OUT WITH ATE!!!" ???

Waiting....

2008-11-15T19:26:00.000-08:00

*click the top image, it'll come out clearer

57 Freeway Closed between Pathfinder and Lambert.
I'm really nervous and worried about our condo since Lambert Road is literally our street address. Although the Brea fires are somewhat small compared to the Corona/YorbaLinda/Anaheim fires, we've seen how devasting and quickly it could start sweeping through the cities. Currently we're in Corona by chance of luck being that today was my work day at Kaiser Riverside and Ron was at a study group in Chino Hills. As silly as it sounds, we're gonna try to head back to collect some important items from our home. We called our neighbors and they've assured us that no evacuation orders have yet been initiated. But just about 4 miles down our street, they've already mandated evacuation for those residents off of Lambert and Brea Blvd (the periwinkle blue colored areas on the map). It doesnt help also that the Santa Ana winds also heading west.... My parents' two houses in Corona were both spared since the Corona fires started around the Green River exit (more west and close to Yorba Linda). Currently my parents are literally stuck on the 91 Freeway because the police have closed the freeway after the 55 junction. So far, all I know is that it's going to be a long night. It's 8pm here and so far we've heard that All the fires are at Zero Containment.. *sigh*

From http://calfire.blogspot.com/

New Start south of Olinda Landfill, Yorba Linda - Carbon Canyon area.
This may become a major fire and merge with the "Freeway fire".

Update: 15:00hrs - Fire heading into La Habra Heights, North of Lambert west of 57 Freeway
Update: Fire has crossed Hwy 57 to the west side
Update: 13:00hrs -Now a Major fire also known as "Brea Fire"

Immediate structure threats
Location: Near city of Brea - 3 miles to the Northwest of Yorba Linda.
IC: Landfill IC - IC staging at Carbon Canyon Regional Park
Comms: Command on 5F [TG:2992]
Cause: Uknown.

Changeling

2008-11-08T23:46:00.000-08:00

Now, I'm an avid movie watcher (If you've meet my dad, you'd know why), but there's only a select few that come across as my top favorites. Changeling is now one of them. The plot of the movie IS a true story rather than being *based* on a true story (I looked up all the facts after I got home! And I STILL can't believe all these events went down!). The director, Clint Eastwood did such a phenomenal job captivating my interest and emotions all together. My heart was pounding during certain scenes! And all these actors/actresses were so convincing! I was literally glued to my seat, sympathetic with Angelina Jolie's character, Christine Collins, hateful towards the LAPD, and fearful of the real *bad guy*. What made the story even more compelling was how close it hit to home-- with the mentioning cities of Los Angeles, Riverside, Hesperia, and "Wineville." Wait til you find truth out about Wineville. Anyways, I'd hate to hype up a movie only to disappoint any of you, so I'll leave it at that and just strongly suggest that you watch it. It is a long movie (over 2 hours) and it does start out kinda slow, but it was definitely worth watching! Also just to add, I was never aware of the *changeling events* prior to watching the movie, so that probably played a big factor, since I didn't know exactly how everything was going to turn out! So my advice-- try watching the movie first before researching the story behind Changeling =P

Election Day!

2008-11-05T15:42:00.000-08:00

Ever since I was old enough to participate in an election vote four years ago, I made it my privileged right and duty to vote in person, whenever I could. There was something deeply patriotic about physically walking into a polling location and casting my vote behind a screen. This year I knew had to resort to an absentee ballot because Tuesday was a school day. A looong school day at that. But for some unknown reason, I never got my absentee ballot. As a normal Tuesday routine, Ron and I left La Habra at 5:00am to beat the LA traffic. My last class didn't end til 7pm and my home polling place was said to close at 8pm. I asked my instructor for permission to leave at 6:30pm and she gladly urged that I do so. Despite the earlier departure from UCLA, Ron and I made it home 10 minutes before our polling place closed. All that scrambling to exercise my right and let my voice be heard!! And yet, I still ponder as to why many Americans could care less about voting when only a few decades ago, this very right was denied to all women and minorities... Again, voting isn't an obligation nor a right, it's a privilege!! But I'll get off that soap box now that the election is over...

In all honesty, I didn't vote for Barack Obama (although I didn't have a doubt that he'd win). With a militaristic family of uncles and grandpa, I had strongly been influenced to be a Republican all my life. But I can say that I am quite impressed with the man. Although I was very skeptic about his experience, I must credit him for being a charismatic orator, whose very image yells out "hope," dreams," and of course, "change." It's amazing to think how far America has come and "grown up," and to also realize that we all witnessed a day that would be told in school teachings and government class from this day forward.

As for John McCain, I feel bad for the man-- but I generally feel bad for anybody that loses. I remember that feeling of losing in an ASB election in 7th grade, and although I was only a pip-squeak, losing really just sucks. McCain's concession speech was very heart felt. You can't help but toss your hat up in respect for a man who served and loved his country the way he did.

Anyways, Barack Obama is obviously entering the White House during a bad time-- inheriting two wars and a financial crisis is to say the least! I am optimistic to all his new and fresh ideas in reshaping America. I just hope that he's able to do it all and fix the mess that was left for him.

A Short Love Story in Stop Motion

2008-10-26T23:39:00.000-07:00

A short love story in stop motion by Carlos Lascano, shared from my buddy Freddy Burgos (animator friend)! Watch it! It's not only beautiful, it's COOL! The lighting is awesome! (you gotta turn off my music from my playlist though). Looks really spiffy on my new iMac!

A SHORT LOVE STORY IN STOP MOTION from Carlos Lascano on Vimeo.

Just Living My Life...

2008-10-17T19:43:00.000-07:00

"So keep on getting your paper
and keep on climbing
Look in the mirror and keep on shining
'Till the game ends, 'till the clock stops
We gonna post up on the top spot

Living the life, the life
In a brand new city,
got my whole team with me
The life, my life
I do what I wanna do

Living the life, the life
I will never lose out
The life, my life
And I'm not stopping"
-Rihanna

It's now week 4 of grad school and I've been M.I.A from the Inland Empire. I've given away a majority of my shifts at Kaiser and even pulled out a vacation week for this weekend. No, school isn't thaaaat bad. In fact it's quite the opposite! Well, let me rephrase that... grad school so far has been busy, but it's totally do-able! What has actually been keeping me on my toes is my involvement in non academic related activities! On top of school courses, I've also enrolled into a Photography class and a Photoshop class to balance out the school work. I started those classes back in September and expect to end in mid November. It's a coping strategy that keeps my sanity in check. My Yin and My Yang: The harmony between the operational and concrete left side of my brain, with warm and fuzzy abstracts of the right side of my brain. Usually, I take a dance class or a gym class to tantalize the creativity seeking side of my brain, but this time I decided to fine tune and dig deeper into some favorite hobbies. I must confess though, that my body has been suffering because of it. Inside there's a trimmed fit girl screaming for attention... But I have been keeping her quiet with cupcakes and cookies. Wait til next quarter!

In addition, UCLA has been non stop with the endless opportunities and resources! Everytime I see a flier advertising something new, I just want to dive right in!! Call me cRaZy, but I'm thoroughly enjoying each favorable circumstance that comes my way! This weekend its an intensive 4 day medical spanish course for MSN students! It's been an rewarding experience to actually make the most of what my instituition has to offer. I haven't been this involved in school since high school!

As for work, I'll be returning to Kaiser (in the flu clinic) on Oct 24 and will be back in the actual unit on Oct 31 (i miss my peeps!). As for my per diem position at Children's Hospital in Orange County, I start November 10!

Life is fab!

OH! AND DONT FORGET TO VOTE NOVEMBER 4th!!
For those who arent registered in the State of California, Oct 20 is the absolute last day!!!!

Lastly.... for your enjoyment... one of the best Nike Commercials. Leave Nothing

ONE YEAR... 10.06.08 and the Cake Tradition!

2008-10-08T13:03:00.000-07:00

"Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream,
Cinderella themed, crazy as it seems,
Always knew that deep inside that there would come a day,
That I would have to wait, make so many mistakes.
I couldn't comprehend as I watched it unfold.
This classic story told, I left it in the cold.
Walking through an open door that led me back to you.
Each one unlocking more of the truth.

I finally stopped trippin' on my youth
I finally got lost inside of you
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul...

Finally,
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something strange and new is happening..
Finally,
Now my life doesn't seem so bad,
It's the best that I ever had,
give my love to him finally..." -Fergie

On 10.06.07, I married my best friend. A year later, I found myself awake bright and early in preparation for a job interview at CHOC. Ron was already at school for the day and I couldnt help but look at the clock and reminisce the motions and emotions I went through during the exact same time last year. We were all getting our hair and makeup done at this time, and I was in desperate need of a razor to shave my legs! Okay, and every girl needs to go down in groups of 2 or 3 to get free breakfast at the hotel restaurant.. we cant make it obvious that we had 11 people in the room! Hmm, I wonder what we're going to eat for lunch? WHERE is the wedding planner?! OMG, you started your period?! Damn mother nature!! Hmm, i wonder what the guys are doing... *sigh* The year aged memories seriously felt as if they were just yesterday...

It's crazy to think how fast a year went. For our honeymoon we went jammin' in Jamaica and upon returning to the US, both applied to Grad Schools. In December we visited New York for the first time, only to receive a surprise email from one of Rachael Ray's producers which eventually led us back to New York to perform our wedding dance on national TV! We were also interviewed and debuted on Balitang America for the Rachael Ray experience. In late February, we both found out that we got accepted into our first choice graduate programs. During the months of March and April we both worked HARD and non stop overtime to pay off our credit card bills from the wedding which amouted to just about $30,000. By the end of April, all credit cards were paid off!!! (HUUUUGE RELIEF! and yes! if we could do it, so could you!) As a reward to ourselves for the hard work paid off, we went on a mini get away to Santa Barbara for a wine tasting experience. In June we planned one last hooorah before grad school in the Big Island of Hawaii and in August we made a spontaneous decision to drive to San Francisco for a day. Our days now are filled with school, school, and oh yes, more school for the next two years.

Four of our loved ones had weddings we attended to this year and we mourned the passing of our dog Stitch, Lolo Roding and Che Still. This year also marked a celebration of youth as I partied it up with with my Throwback 25th: 80s style! Ron and I also retired our old cars and got newer, more reliable vehicles. And we both parted ways from UCI Medical Center upon returning to school.

Last weekend, my parents treated us out to Ruth Chris for some pre anniversary fine dining.

We spent our 1st anniversary together having a quiet dinner, indulging in our wedding cake (for tradition's sake!) that the Great Dane bakery presented us with as a 1 year gift, and watching our wedding dvd. And despite all that has happened this year, it still feels like only yesterday...

1st year compliments of the Great Dane bakery.
Our wedding cake top layer!
Below is a picture of our actual wedding cake!

JUST A SIDE NOTE: since i live for and value traditions....

"The one-year anniversary is the final rite of incorporation that closes the circle of the wedding journey. What began with the proposal or the decision to marry now comes to completion with this final rite. In our culture, the act of incorporation is materially symbolized by eating the leftover wedding cake.

The tradition instructs the bride and groom to freeze the top layer of the cake so that it can be eaten on the one-year anniversary. The ritual of eating is a primary rite of incorporation in nearly every culture around the world. Partaking of the cake that was baked a year before is a way to bring the year into the body, come full circle, and complete a process that began with the engagement."

Fortunately for us, the bakery we chose, The Great Dane (highly recommend them by the way!) offered to bake us the top layer of our wedding cake as a gift for our 1st year! Same flavors and everything! Sure beats year old frozen cake!

"He makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up... just one touch.." _ Neyo

Ron, from the jitters of cold feet to wedding rings, I am very fortunate to have you in my life. You have been the shouldar to cry on, the antidote to my venom, the tickle to my fancy, and yes, the wind beneath my wings. You've enabled me to believe in second chances and search for the good in all people. And when times do get rough and hurtful, just you being there assures me more than enough that everything's going to be alright. I know I could survive anything because of you... You have been that blessing in my life, and I thank God everyday for allowing us to cross paths. I'm looking forward to the next 50 years and then some! I love you with all my heart! My sexy love....

just me,
your wifey kristine

what's an anniversary without a lil somethin' somethin' ?!

"You and me together
Through the days and nights
I dont worry cause
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything's gonna be alright
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you..."
- Alicia Keys

* On another side note: CHOC called me the very next day after my interview offering me the per diem breaker position! Sooo excited for the short flexible hours!

Don't Vote

2008-10-01T21:00:00.000-07:00

JK, you NEED to vote. it drives me CRAZY when people say they aren't voting! WHY WOULDN'T YOU?! Just watch this message.

Paying Respects... RIP Che Still

2008-09-28T13:16:00.000-07:00

Yesterday Ron and I drove to Corona and attended the funeral services for my childhood friend, Charles "Che" Still. Che had been in the plane crash that critically injured Travis Barker and DJ AM while claiming the lives of 3 others. I remember reading about the crash the day it happened, but was unaware that Che was involved until later that night when myspace bulletins started pouring in seeking confirmation as to whether or not Che was one of the four that perished. News articles mentioned that a "Charles Still, 25 of Los Angeles, CA" had died, but we had all hoped and prayed that it wasn't Che. My heart sank when the truth settled in the next day.

You see, this has been a year of loss. First my dog Stitch at the beginning of year, then my Lolo (Grandpa) Roding, followed by my brother's good friend Kevin Hickman, then four of my coworkers losing two moms, a dad and a nephew, to Riverside's Harvest pastor losing his son in a car crash, and now this. I couldn't believe how much loss, sorrow, and mourning has occured in the past 9 months of 2008. I really hope that this is it for this year...

Initially, I contemplated about whether or not to attend Che's services. We had lost touch in high school when he decided to attend Centennial instead of La Sierra. Even though we'd see each other during high school games, it still felt sort of awkward. But something inside of me felt so strongly about paying my respects. Besides, this was a last goodbye. Even at a such a young age, I knew Che was genuinely a good person at heart. He was kind, loyal, and most importantly, a dependable individual. He fit the definition of what it was to be a great friend and it didnt surprise me one bit when others at the funeral described him in the same fashion. I was only 12 when I met him at Arizona Intermediate (representing track A!!) but I'll never forgot that warm personality he possessed. We kept in touch briefly during our post high school years (thanks to myspace) and you couldnt help but appreciate the fact (atleast in this situation) that some people just never change. Even when he befriended Travis Barker, it didnt change the person that he was deep down inside.

I'm glad I was able to pay my respects. I realized it was silly to feel awkward because the whole point of a funeral is to pay your respects, say your final goodbyes, and most importantly celebrate someone's life and thank them for crossing your path. You never forget a great person or how they impacted your lives. It's just so sad that many good people meet with their Creators so suddently (RIP also to Leo Lydon). I just hope that when my time comes, that I've atleast made half the positive impact on my loved ones the way Che and Leo made on theirs. If there's one thing I realized, (and this is coming from the remarks of one of Che's guests) its that death doesnt care about anybody. You need to accept all your regrets and move on. Any beef you have with your friends or family needs to be squashed, because tomorrow you could be in that casket. Just remember... death doesnt care about anybody...

Rest In Paradise Friends. Till we meet again.

Happy Birthday Ron!

2008-09-27T20:13:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was Ron's 28th birthday! Being the busy bee he is, I initially just planned for a quiet dinner for the both of us. Besides he had school yesterday in Pasadena until about 12pm and his family was unable to make it for dinner anyways. My parents however felt the need to give us a break and treat us out. I think a large part of it has to do with the fact that I revamped my dad's website over the weekend. hehe! just kidding! Actually, I honestly think my parents DID feel that the kiddies (myself, ron, and ejay) DID NEED a break from all the books and work!

So after Ejay got home from school around 430ish, they swooped up Ron and I from La Habra and took the fam out to Redondo Beach. The spot had been a regular "date" weekend getaway for mom & dad, and now they were finally bringing us there!

It was a new experience for me, and one I thoroughly enjoyed! I was tickled at the fact that you picked your live catch and had them cook it. I also couldnt believe how many people had set up to go fishing that night on the pier! The pier shops also consisted of bars, arcades, ice cream parlors, and best of all, a restaurant (i think?) called "quality seafood." Alls I can say is, RED LOBSTER AINT GOT NOTHING ON THIS!!

ron's "bday cake" OOh YUM!

All in all we ate 2 lobsters, 1 crab, a pan of shrimp, that big fish Ron picked out, coleslaw, potato salad, macaroni salad, rice, corn on the cob, and coke! The only thing we had left over was 2 corns on the cob and one full side of the fish!!

My brother, Ron and I were in awe of the feast! We had laid newspapers provided by the market on the table, ate with our hands off paper plates, and had my mom cracking open our lobsters and crab (she's a pro!)! It was out of the norm to for us to be doing that in public. But at that particular place, everyone was doing it!

After we were done grubbin' we strolled the pier to walk off big meal. Talk about quality bonding time, we sure told alot of stories! For dessert, we had engulfed our faces in some fresh baked churros from this bakery on the pier!

We then ended the night back at our condo in La Habra to finish off the presidential debate.

Man, I love being a California Girl!

Happy Birthday Ron!

Congratulations to Janine and Reyno!

2008-09-23T14:46:00.001-07:00

This past Sunday (09.21.08), Ron and I attended Janine & Reyno's Wedding Celebration! It seemed like a long time coming due to their 2 year engagement, but they they finally made it! These two share a funny story as to how they first met and fell in love. "Three and half years ago, it all started at CLUB SILK." It took one song, for Janine and Reyno to "shake it like a salt shaker," and the rest was history... that is of course, after Janine bought Reyno a draaank. Hehe! These two were made for each other... they compliment one another effortlessly. And their wedding agenda matched their personalites to the tee! Congrats to Janine and Reyno!

It's so cRaZy how time seems to fly on by...
Besides celebrating the love that these two people have for each other, it was great to see old familar riverside faces. Good ol' Corona/Riverside.. no matter what, you'll always be home!

First Day of School!!

2008-09-20T10:34:00.000-07:00

Ever since I set up my UCLA email account back in August, the emails of opportunities have been literally never ending! One of these opportunities was a pilot graduate course which I started this past Thursday. For medical students, it was a course they were already required to take. But, for the Advanced Practice Nurse, it was a pilot program which allowed for integrated interdisciplinary instruction.

Initially I was a bit curious as to how the concoction would work. I've dealt with residents in the hospitals before, but never have I been in a class with MD students (who weren't even residents yet). Plus each course roster purposely consisted of only 10 students!

The class discussion unleashed the human side in all of us. I thought about my cousin, Ate Jennifer, who is also in medical school and wondered if she felt the same way these medical students felt: confused, fatigued, and uncertain. Unlike the MDs in the class, the RNs have already been exposed to various clinical experiences and have been fitted into our specialty shoes. Our graduate school experience was designed to build upon our specialty, not take rotations to find that "nitch."

Overall, I think this is going to be an enriching experience. My intimate group of 10 were all unique, kind, and welcoming. I guess this is what everyone refers to when they talk about UCLA and networking. It was amazing to discover that 6 students came from different parts of the US, while 2 students came from different countries. I guess its a little bit nerdy of me to say but, just like five year old kids are excited for their first day in kindergarten, I'm soooo excited for my educational experience here at UCLA! Go Bruins :-)

Hello Blog Spot dot Com

2008-09-19T15:43:00.000-07:00

Adios Wordpress!

Although I fancied the sleek, modern, and professional feel of this host site, the shoe size was just too tight of a fit!

Being the dork I am, I cursed at the computer monitor whenever wordpress restricted me from posting! I couldn’t embed youtube videos or music. Posting pics alone was a hassle because it required that you open a separate window rather than just input the damn host url into the readily provided html box.

Now I’m sure there’s sooome way to go around all over of this, but you could hold your secret dearly! Quite frankly I don’t have time for that lecture let alone blogging as it is!

Therefore I’ve migrated to blogspot with an instant sigh of relief. Ahhhh yesss... so USER FRIENDLY. My life is complicated enough as it is to worry about the technicalities of blogging. I just want to write and press publish.

Thank you blog spot for being so friendly.

All in Political Fun!

2008-09-16T19:41:00.000-07:00

This is probably one of the funniest Saturday Night Live skits I've seen! I just had to post it and share! It's the Saturday Night Live Skit featuring Tina Fey as Sarah Palin and Amy Poehler as Hillary Clinton! It's amazing what our government has come to... women now becoming bigger players in the White House. Enjoy!

Stepping Out of the Dark Side...

2008-09-07T19:13:00.000-07:00

This morning I finished my last ever “required” night shift from UCIMC! I’m so relieved to finally venture into the day“light” and live like a “normal person!!” But yet the feeling is oh so bittersweet. Don’t get me wrong, I absolutely love the principles that this institution has set forth, such as the research basis for patient care and evidence based practice; I just couldn’t juggle the nocturnal lifestyle while pursing my academic goals. I’ll really miss this place! My supervisor and manager were very supportive and accommodating, and my coworkers were some of my first friends that I made in Orange County. I’ll also miss the nursing autonomy that was rightfully respected due to Magnet Hospital recognition, as well as the cohesiveness and willingness to help from my colleagues.

I'm pretty sure that if I would have anywhere else, I would have comfortably settled within my role as a bedside nurse. Instead, Practice Council and NANN involvement have broadened my perspective on how I could better build upon my practice to become a safer RN.

Thanks UCIMC for the great foundation and opportunities.

**And to everyone out there, always appreciate your nocturnal workforce. No matter what anyone says, it is so hard on the body and mind. The lack of true deep rem sleep will leave you discombobulated and even worse, cranky (not to mention, the toll it takes on your skin!). Even if you’re responsibility free and able to squeeze in 6+ hours of “recovery” sleep during the day, you STILL wake up feeling like you have just been up all night! Then there’s the following night off when you’re unable to sleep! So again, appreciate the nocturnal workforce. It’s hard enough having to do your job; but it’s even harder when your body is screaming for a comfy bed.

Feeling Lucky & Going with the Beat!

2008-09-06T21:30:00.000-07:00

[[sound trippin' to ]] Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat: Lucky

Ron has only been in school for a week and I’ve already lost him…

I remember back during our very first club outing at Desert Rain. My friends met up with his friends at Casino Morongo and before we knew it, we were getting down on the dance floor! Ron, being far from a shy guy, was trying to impress me with his dance moves. Well it worked and I was immensely captivated. His interpretation of the body roll was smooth, but oh so awkward. He was trying though, making love to the beat but I couldn’t stop giggling at how funny, I mean cute it was!

But hey! That dance trick did catch my attention, as well as one of Rachael Ray’s associate producers! So yes, ladies and gentlemen, my husband is super cool with his signature dance move: the body roll. Hollllllla!

Now, the music has changed. That stage stealing mistress of his, “Annie Sthesia,” has already seduced him into routine and she’s made it very clear that only two can tango. So for now, Ron’s dance card is full. It’s been somewhat of a difficult transition, having him gone five days a week, when we were so use to having four days off from our working schedule.

We’ve had a few fights and quarrels during the adjustment, none of which lasted that long obviously. You see, I’ve always believed that God works in mysterious ways. At the end of the week, He reminded me of how “lucky” I am when Angela (mommy to be!) posted this song up.

"They don't know how long it takes,
Waiting for a love like this,
Every time we say goodbye,
I wish we had one more kiss,
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will.

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend,
Lucky to have been where I have been,
Lucky to be coming home again,
I'm lucky we're in love in every way,
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed,
Lucky to be coming home someday".

Jason Mraz feat. Colbie Caillat: Lucky

So Miss Annie Sthesia, I’ll let you cut in for this dance. But come August 2010, just like JT brought Sexy Back, Ronald Rea Tolentino Atienza is bringing the body roll back!

Side note: I can’t believe that 11 months ago Ron and I were pronounced “Man & Wife.” Time has slipped right through our fingers!

My Throwback 25! 80's Style!

2008-08-26T22:09:00.000-07:00

"Tryna bring the 80s back, that's okaaay, that's where they made me at!" - JayZ

I’m almost 100% sure that the reason why I love party planning is because of my mom. For the past 25 years, my mom has either planned or allowed me to have party of some sort in our residence. Even when I refused a debutant's ball for my 18^th birthday, she was able to convince me otherwise. Back then, I didnt put up much of a fight, I was doing it for her. But as I look back on it, I totally appreciate the efforts that were put forth into it. During my wedding planning, we butted heads a few times and I had to assure her that she need not worry about anything. All she had to do was sit back and enjoy herself! It left her uneasy, but assigning the task of flowers kept her busy =) She loves to host by cooking up a storm, and it helps greatly that my dad just so happens to be a DJ.

So for my QUARTER CENTURY, I decided to have a THROWBACK by bringing back the 80s! I figured we’d have a celebration of youth! I’ve never had such a “themed party” before, so I didn’t know how guests would react. But overall, I think the turnout was awesome. Everyone looked so amazing and got really creative with their outfits!

80s kids !!!

Being that I’m so detailed oriented, I tried my best to incorporate a lot of 80s inspired goodies, as well as many “youthful” aspects!

80s goodies & candies: Nerds, Now & laters, Pixy Stix, Pop Rocks, Ring Pops, Push Pops, Colorful bracelets, Glow bracelets, 80s stunna shades, & Rubix Cubes!

PACMAN cupcakes!

Tightest Birthday Cake Ever! Too bad Mario was melting!

Mr Margarita Man came to get the party started!

We also dunked a couple punks! Hehehe!

Aint a celebration of youth without an astro jump!

Or a cotton candy machine!

Once again, I just wanted to thank everyone who came out to celebrate with me, whether you dressed up or not, your presence there was deeply appreciated. My second favorite celebration in life would have to be that of BIRTHDAYS (weddings come first!)! I just love the whole feeling behind it and even moreso, the chance to see all your closest family and friends! I'm beginning to realize and understand that as we all get older, the opportunities to see everyone becomes less and less. So thank goodness for that one day in the year when you get to celebrate the people in your lives!

ate khrisna and khayla

Cruz Cousins!

dez, me, ron and grace (missing RJ)

I'm standing next to DMC!

fanny pak of victoville!

fantastic 3!

Kris on the look out for Moo-Moos!

With BaoAnh, Adam, Irish and Jojo

Duck-Cow-Chicken reunite!

me and sophia

BFF Ivan

Alex, Ron and Aumnard

Dustin dancing up on DeeDee

Miles DJing the last hours of the night

As I mentioned to my guests during the blowing of the candles, this would probably be my last birthday party. Besides, what’s to look forward to now?! The decade ages I’m sure; or even when our kids start having their own parties. But I think I’ll have to save those parties for when Ron and I get our own pad, with our own yard to accommodate everyone. My parents have been so accommodating hosting all my parties, that I think its time to give our poor house a break. LOL

candle time!

Mario's pretty much dead at this point

Luckily for us, none of our neighbors complained about the music which went on pretty much past midnight before everyone settled down to watch the American Dream Team win the Gold in Beijing! Here are just a few dancing pics

"Just Beat iiiiiiiiiiiittt! Beat iiiittt!" re-enacting the Michael Jackson video

The signature Freddy move. Wish you were here Phreddy!

Thanks again Mom and Dad for accommodating my parties pretty much for the last 25 years!! Also to my hubby Ron for encouraging all my crazy ideas and for really helping me out! Also thank you to everyone to brought food, it wasnt necessary, but thank you! Lastly Thank you yet again to all my family and friends who made me feel special on my birthday and bringing it back to the 80s!!

Thanks Mom and Dad! The chillest, coolest and most down to earth parents ever!

Shut up and Drive, Drive, Drive – Rihanna

2008-08-19T22:49:00.000-07:00

"When we are sure that we are on the right road there is no need to plan our journey too far ahead. No need to burden ourselves with doubts and fears as to the obstacles that may bar our progress. We cannot take more than one step at a time." – Orison Swett Marden

Last week, my husband ended his 3.5 year career as an RN in pursuit of becoming a CRNA (Certified Registered Nurse Anesthetist). These next two weeks will be solely dedicated to breaking in his mental engine by following a map handed to him by his coaches:The Summer Reading List. Yet, the minor road trip does not end there. As told by colleagues in his CRNA forum, this will be a journey of bumpy roads, unforeseen obstacles, constant gear shifting, but with the occasional rest stop. But if you knew my husband, you'd know that even if his fuel tank hovered just above empty, he'd still sputter like the little engine that could, ignore the blinking gas light, endure the beating, and peel out on the dirt. Pesky bugs and bird droppings ain't got nothing on this!!!

So in the back seat, goes the wifey while in the passenger seat lies that bitch I've yet to meet, Annie Sthesia (as dubbed by spouses of CRNA students in the CRNA forum). I don't doubt that I'll come to know and hate Miss Annie Sthesia, but I do know that she will be my husband's greatest preceptor and educator. And since I'm his number 1 fan, I can only sit tight and allow him to take in this great opportunity (and I guess also to remind him during intervals of complaints that he needs to Shut up and Drive!).

So with his change in title to jobless-broke-college student, came my promotion to the bread winning-sugar mama! For now, I can glorify in this presitigious household status even though I wont be able to work fulltime (due to my own pursuit in grad school) and our financial aid alliance with Uncle Sam. In two years however, I'm looking for some return and compensation with that very first paycheck. This is not limited but should include expensive delicacies and exotic tropical vacations! LOL! Let the two year road trip begin!!!

Kona, BiG iSLAND

2008-07-08T22:57:00.000-07:00

Kona, Big Island Hawaii is such an amazing place! Who would have thought that such a “quiet” island would have sooo much to offer!! Initially Ron and I had planned on a Cancun trip as our last “hurrah” before grad school this fall. But instead, due to unavailability we decided to use my parents’ timeshare in Kona. The Kona Reef was convienently located on Alii Drive, which luckily for us, was the “happenin’ strip” and place to be!

some friendly grafitti (not done by us!) made from white beach coral rock

more "grafitti" all along the highway!

Kona Coffee is VERY BIG here as you could imagine!!

volleyball court at Sunset Plaza, Alii Drive

This trip was different than our previous adventures. With my travel agent cap on, I decided to book all our activities before we even arrived to Hawaii.

Monday: June 30th, 2008

On Monday, we went on a snorkeling excursion with SeaQuest. In all honesty, snorkeling was played out for me because I’ve done it so many times in Mexico (not to mention that I was hardly ever impressed). But this was truly different. For starters, I booked a smaller boat which carried only 12 people, rather than those huge party boats. I know my dad would have LOVED the bumpy ride throughout the open sea!! Additionally, Hawaii’s water clarity and underwater life proved to be more brilliant. This was the first time that I have ever encountered swimming sea turtles on a snorkeling trip! The ride back was also a treat because we witnessed a pod of dolphins that came close to our “raft boat.” It tickled my fancy because the dolphins were hoppin on the waves that our boat's engines were generating! They looked like they were having fun!

Ron swimming into the coral! weirdo!

the pod of dolphins that came by our boat

Tuesday: July 1st, 2008

On our second day, Ron and I decided to be adventuresome and try something totally new: SCUBA DIVING. After a mini class lecture, we were fitted and on a boat to open sea. The equipment was HEAVY on the boat, but once submerged, it was literally weightless. Initially, I didn’t think I’d like scuba diving. I couldn’t program my brain to breathe orally and the initial descent shot maaaaaajor pressure pain right into my ears. Our instructor, Dean, was AWESOME and extremely patient. He instructed that I continually “pop my ears” for decompression. As for breathing, that would eventually come. He was right, It came alot sooner than i thought!

We did two dives at two different locations (and encountered dolphins again!), each at about a depth of 40 feet for 45 minutes. I could have gone longer but Ron was always first to run out of air! We learned that scuba diving females tend to breathe more efficiently than males. Ron says it’s because males have bigger lungs and body mass and therefore use up more oxygen. Haha!

peep this great picture of merman ron!! He took the one of me below. I have yet to teach him on how to take better pictures... hahaha!

our underwater camera almost couldnt handle the underwater pressure!!

We got done around 2pm, so we did some more Kona exploring!

Here are some pictures from the Farmer's Market on Alii Drive by our hotel

Hawaiian Shaved Ice, another big thing on Kona. Can you believe this is a MEDIUM size cup?!

just for you mom!

and for you dad!

Wednesday: July 2nd, 2008

On Wednesday, we hiked with a tour group to Volcano National Park in Hilo (the opposite side of the islands). Our huge tour van housed Ron and I, plus two young honeymooners. Due to the small crowd, Matt, our tour guide customized a unique outting for us. It was a great educational experience! We were able to see Kilauea, a volcano that has been erupting since March and producing VOG (volcanic organic gases) throughout the islands. The vog was surely obvious in Kona since the trade winds blew from Hilo to Kona.

Pele, goddess of fire/lava

cute picnic at a rest stop

the ONLY clear skies i've seen with no VOG! that mountain in the back is Mauna Loa, another dormant volcano (hawaiian volcanoes are dome shaped). There are 5 volcanoes total on the Big Island.

the erupting volcano of Kilauea.. not the chaotic eruptions you see on TV. Yet enough to cause VOG pollution.

driving to the lava flows!

on what use to be a street!

"Pele's tears" aka solidified lava droplets, hard to find among the rubble. We didnt find any of "Pele's hairs" though! There was an exhibit at the visitor's museum with Pele's hair. Sorta weird and scary since it looks like real brown hair!

inside a lava tube

the brave hikers!!

doing our part to save the forest!

Poor Ron didnt know he had to pick WEEDS while on vacation!!

ginger plants are considered invasive WEEDS in the hawaiian tropics!!

One of the many craters.... this one is known as "the devil's throat" it was REALLY DEEP!

what use to be a tree!

Look close Mom! thats where our August birthstone, Peridot comes from!! I didnt dare steal the lava rocks. Legend has it Pele curses those who steal her lava rocks!!

You can sort of see steam from the lava pouring into the ocean out in the distance! we werent allowed to venture that far!

Thursday: July 3rd, 2008

Thursday day we had some time to kill before our Mauna Kea Summit and Stargazing adventure. We decided to hit up a secret black sand beach known only by the locals. We thank Matt, our Kilauea volcano tour guide for sharing this secret!

there was NO obvious road to lead you down there!

The secret road that had no signs whatsoever indicating that it led to a beautiful beach

Ron leaving his own grafitti

That night, we used the same volcanic tour company to climb and visit the Mauna Kea, an inactive volcano that currently houses the world's largest observatory for optical, infrared, and submillimeter astronomy. The dormant volcanic mountain is considered to be the tallest mountain in the world (even taller than Mt. Everest!) since most of Mauna Kea is below sea level. If measured below sea level, Mauna Kea would top out at over 33,000 feet compared to Mount Everest which stands at just over 29,000 feet. Our climb was to the very top (which from sea level is 13,796 feet) where the world famous observatories were stationed. The air was much thinner so everyone was cautioned to move slowly and take deep breaths due to lack of oxygen. Before our ascent however, we had a hot picnic dinner at an abandoned sheep farm. How romantically freaky right?! haha!

We also met Mr and Mrs Santa Claus!!! NO LIE!!!!

Mr and Mrs Santa Claus on a tropical Hawaiian vacation!!

I told you it was Santa !!!!!

The company provided us with parkas due to the cold climate at the top. Parkas?! In Hawaii?! Heck Yah! Although Santa had jokes and commented that it was much colder in the North Pole! HAHA! He even said his sleigh was faster than our tour van! hehe! We made our way to the very top of Mauna Kea just as the sun began to set. This produced a spectacular array of colors which illuminated the sky. It was definitely a breathtaking site to behold. Afterwards we ventured down a couple thousand feet to do some star gazing and telescope scoping which again, was a treat in itself. Ron and I felt like we were in a planetarium. The night sky was so clear, it looked fake! But man, it was so cold up there! Unfortunately, my camera was unable to capture the night sky.

pretty gnarly!! i was told this was the earth's shadow behind the mountain! (notice how the bottom layer of color is darker than the other layers as opposed to the other pictures)

Friday: 4th of July, 2008

For July 4^th, they closed Alii Drive in the evening for the 4th of July parade. We however, decided to celebrate at a Luau. I’ve been to two different luau’s in Oahu, and I’d have to say that this Luau at Kona Villiage is by far the best one! The food was superb and authentic, and the performances were entertaining and not too drawn out.

our dinner (aka lechon) from the imu

Ron grrrrruuuubbbin!

our "fireworks"

At the luau, we met a couple who had gone snorkeling with the Manta Rays the night before. We had heard about this excursion, but were skeptical about swimming in the dark sea with these giant creatures. However, all the reviews had said that this activity was a MUST DO in the Big Island; and it was intriguing to hear about a first hand experience. To be honest, I was scared of the giant manta rays, and even moreso about NIGHT snorkeling (since they’re nocturnal feeders) in the DARK. Needless to say, I called the Big Island Divers right before our luau dinner to book the Manta activity the following night.

Saturday: July 5th, 2008

It was an experience I’ll never forget!! Six different boats full of snorkelers and scuba divers were present to partake in this spectacle. Each boat was color coded, and each snorkeler/scuba diver had a matching glow stick attached to his/her gear. Each person was also equipped with a flashlight. The scuba divers were instructed to perch on the sea floor (about 30 feet down) and shine their flash lights up, while the snorklers floated on top and shined their flashlights down. Since Ron and I weren’t scuba certified, we had to snorkel. As a floater on top, the sea floor and clear hawaiian waters lit up like a concert stage!. Our flashlights had a dual purpose; to witness the peaceful giants and to lure in their food (Plankton and baby shrimp, aka Manta Ray food, which were attracted to the lights). The whole time you were in the water, you forgot that you were swimming in the dark open sea!

this image was taken from the Big Island Divers website. I wanted ya'll too see how BIG the mantas were and also what i meant when i said that "the sea floor lit up like a concert stage" It was sooooo COOL!!

this manta is doing a 360, and going belly up and around to feed on baby shrimp and plankton. they got sooo close!! we were told all the mantas were named based on their belly markings, which were similar to fingerprints.

Manta Rays eat by swimming in 360 degrees (going belly up and around). They got sooooooooo close to us, it was crazy! You could hear other snorkelers squealing of joy (and probably even fear). It literally looked like a ballet was being performed by the mantas. All in all, we attracted 15 manta rays. The only downfall about being a snorkeler was the TRAFFIC on top. There were so many overly excited snorklers who were squealing, kicking, and blinding me with their flash lights! Ron and I now vow to achieve scuba certification and return to Kona to do this activity underwater!

Sunday: July 6th, 2008

Sunday was our last day in Kona and we decided to take on the road for the last remaining hours! We hit up last minute “must see spots” before heading to the outdoor airport of Kona. Our flight was 935pm (a red eye) with arrival to LAX at 535am.

this cute coffee shack on the hillside

view from the coffee shack's table and seating area

Here are some images from the Painted Church aka St. Benedict's Catholic Church

Now some images from the "Place of Refuge" where ancient Hawaiians sought Sanctuary from the law

i love this warning sign... lol

Now for the very last stop...

the outdoor airport was a new thing for me! good thing our flight was at night! imagine having to wait outdoors for our flight!

according to Ron, "It's Wilson!" from the movie, Castaway

We arrived home at LAX at around 520 am. Hungry, we stopped by a Jack In a Box at La Mirada. PFFT! I know it aint as good as the REAL STUFF!!!

This was an ammaaaaazzzzing trip and Ron and I plan on going back one day!!

Hello World!

2008-07-08T18:38:00.000-07:00

Hello world! I've been back and forth about starting a new blog, especially since I'm not all that consistant with my xanga anymore. but oh wells, i feel that it's time for a change anyways... Especially from xanga, which blog entries illustrate an era of naivety, confusion, struggle, and downright growing up. I hope to stay current and up to date on this new blog especially since I'm now married, self sufficient, and off on my own, but again we'll see what time allows me....

Also, thanks to my Kuya Gary who shared this wordpress site with me. It's going to take some getting use to (since I've been a xanga user for a long time), but wordpress looks like it has more to offer!